I swear I’m not really complicated. I am pretty good at speaking my mind. The problem is, I can’t always effectively express the thoughts in my head. This is what makes me seem complicated, but if you can listen to me sort my thoughts out while talking at you then you’d understand what I’m really saying. It’s like I think out loud and I forget that the person I’m talking to can hear me.
Sometimes when happiness comes our way, we worry too much about losing it that we end up missing out on feeling it. Its important to realize that happiness is the feeling given by a thing, or a person, or a certain moment. You can’t lose it, you may lose a reason for that happiness but eventually you’ll find another to be happy again. You can’t lose happiness, its in you, you’ll always have it, it just needs to be triggered.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIGN ON
THEY’RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT
NO NONO NO NO
PHSYC AND NO THATS NOT WHO IT WHORKS
HELO PE I;SMN SO FUCKING CONFUSDE
This is the equivalent of flipping off Isaac Newton.
my br AIN
I tensed up waiting for stuff to break and then thE WRONG STUFF BROKE.
WHAT IS THIS
I AM IRRATIONALLY ANGRY
There is a great deal on my mind. I’m not really sad, or angry, I’m just a mix of many things. Ever had so many emotions that you just honestly did not know how to feel? It’s strange because feelings should just be. You shouldn’t have to think about how you actually feel or how you should feel. I came here to blog and clear my mind, but as anyone can tell I wouldn’t know where to begin. I guess this minor vent will suffice.
I did a ton of driving today. Well…actually i just went to San Diego but I am exhausted. The drive back from SD is awful because it’s so freaking dark. I hate driving at night on a dark freeway. How am I supposed to stay awake?! Who cares though, I’m alive.